long time no see...

It's been oh a good 4 months since I last posted. Lead such a boring life lol. not much has happened. I have continued on my journey though and since the start of the shrinking myself I have lost about 25lb- have my next weigh in a WW on Thursday.

I'm not sure why I stopped posting think I just felt like if I posted a gain week I was setting myself up for failure, I know it sounds a little silly but iIdidn't want to see my gains in writing.

I do however need to overcome this and appreciate that as well as losses I will have gains if I am to have a "normal" life. I don't need to give up just because I enjoyed myself over a week or so and have gained some weight back on. This will be a natural part of my life when I reach goal. Weight fluctuates and I want to be able to not have that my whole focus. I hope that makes sense.

Over the past 12 weeks I have had gains as well as losses and you know what it doesn't bother me anymore. It happened, it's over, I'm moving on.

On a more pleasant note I have a mini goal to aim for. I am coming up to my 5th year wedding anniversary this August and I am going to Paris which I am really excited about. I am having this as my goal and want to have lost by then half of the weight I want to lose. I have lost nearly 2stone so far so the plan is to lose another 2 by August. I think I should manage it.

To aid it I have upped the exercise which I sure my body was screaming out for. Funny thing is I keep trying all these different exercises but don't half make a show of myself doing it . Went running on the Wii fit and I kept trying to run fast but my wii person get falling over lol. you had to be there :).

I sure the people walking past my window as I'm on my stepper or boxing on the wii thing im a proper little miss weirdo lol. Well I keep my cat amused lol. I'm sure she just looks on at me in disgust cats seem to have this look permenantly lol.

Weigh in thursday, fingers crossed,will post results.

xx